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When Every Memory Began To Hurt

When Every Memory Began To Hurt

"The most excruciating heartbreak is not watching the person you love walk away. It is standing in the ruins of your memories... wondering whether any of them were ever real."

The colossal doors of the Khanna Mansion slowly parted.

Ayaan Malhotra stepped inside with quiet anticipation.

His heartbeat echoed louder than the conversations filling the drawing room.

In one hand rested a bouquet of pristine white lilies.

Her favourite.

In the inside pocket of his blazer rested a tiny velvet box.

A simple platinum ring.

Not extravagant.

Not expensive.

Just timeless.

Exactly the way Anaya had once described the ring she wanted.

"I don't want a huge diamond, Ayaan."

"I want something I'll still love when we're eighty."

He had remembered.

He remembered everything.

Every insignificant sentence she had ever spoken had found a permanent home inside his heart.

His eyes searched for her instinctively.

Then...

they found her.

Standing beneath the magnificent crystal chandelier.

Draped in ivory.

Beautiful...

yet strangely distant.

His lips curved into a smile.

For one fragile second...

everything felt right again.

Until...

his gaze drifted downward.

A diamond ring rested upon her finger.

His breathing stopped.

The bouquet slipped slightly in his grasp.

The laughter surrounding him gradually faded into nothingness.

The room blurred.

Only that ring remained visible.

It glittered beneath the chandelier...

while something inside Ayaan quietly shattered.

"No..."

he whispered almost inaudibly.

"This can't..."

His eyes immediately found Anaya's again.

She looked terrified.

Tears gathered almost instantly.

She took one involuntary step toward him.

"Ayaan..."

His heart recognized the desperation in her voice.

His mind...

didn't.

Before either of them could move—

Rajeev Khanna spoke calmly.

"Ayaan."

"My study."

The heavy wooden door closed behind them.

Silence.

Neither man spoke for several moments.

Ayaan stood respectfully, still holding the bouquet.

His fingers had begun trembling.

Rajeev looked at him with the composure of a man who believed he was making the right decision.

"You came to ask for Anaya's hand."

It wasn't a question.

Ayaan nodded.

"Yes."

"I got the job."

His voice carried a fragile hope.

He carefully placed the appointment letter upon the desk.

"I wanted to become worthy before standing in front of you."

Rajeev glanced at the letter.

A faint sadness crossed his face.

"You've done well."

"Very well."

Ayaan waited.

He wanted one sentence.

Just one.

"You're not too late."

Instead...

Rajeev quietly folded the document and returned it.

Then he spoke.

"There is something you don't know."

Ayaan's heartbeat quickened.

"Anaya and Armaan have known each other since childhood."

He frowned.

"They've been together for nearly fifteen years."

...

Everything inside him went silent.

He stared blankly.

"I'm sorry..."

"What?"

Rajeev continued in the same measured tone.

"They chose to keep their relationship private."

"They wanted to announce it after Armaan returned from London."

"You entered her life later."

"You mistook her affection for love."

Each sentence landed with terrifying precision.

Not loudly.

Not violently.

Quietly.

Like snow covering a grave.

Ayaan remembered...

Nine years.

Nine entire years.

And suddenly...

every memory began demanding answers.

He remembered the afternoon she had cried in his car.

She had been trembling uncontrollably.

He had reached out instinctively...

only to stop midway.

She had whispered—

"Please... don't touch me suddenly."

Her voice had broken.

"I'm scared of physical touch."

He had immediately withdrawn his hand.

"I'm sorry."

"You don't ever have to explain yourself."

But she had.

Hours later...

sitting beside the lake...

she had gathered enough courage to tell him.

"When I was fourteen..."

"One of my relatives tried to touch me inappropriately."

"I pushed him away..."

"But after that..."

"I've never been comfortable with physical closeness."

She had cried for nearly an hour.

He hadn't interrupted once.

He hadn't asked unnecessary questions.

He had simply listened.

Then quietly promised—

"You'll never have to be afraid with me."

From that day onward...

he rewrote his own understanding of love.

He never surprised her with hugs.

Never held her without asking.

Never kissed her.

Not once.

Even after nine years.

People mocked him.

"Bro, nine years and not even one kiss?"

He would only smile.

"Love isn't measured by what you take."

"It's measured by what you protect."

Whenever he wanted to hold her hand...

he always asked.

"May I?"

Every.

Single.

Time.

Whenever she felt overwhelmed...

he embraced her the same careful way.

One arm gently around her waist.

The other resting protectively behind her head.

Never lower.

Never wandering.

Never making her uncomfortable.

Sometimes...

he would rest his forehead against hers.

Close his eyes.

And simply breathe.

That was enough.

She once laughed softly and said—

"Ayaan..."

"You're such an old-school man."

He smiled.

"Problem?"

She had shaken her head.

"No..."

"It makes me feel safe."

He remembered one rainy evening.

She had looked at him with flushed cheeks.

"Can I tell you something?"

"Hmm?"

*"Promise you won't tease me?"

"I promise."

She had hidden her face behind both hands.

"Our first kiss..."

He smiled.

"What about it?"

"Wedding night."

He blinked.

"What?"

She nodded shyly.

"I want my first kiss to be after we're married."

"I want to remember it forever."

He had laughed.

Then immediately apologised because she looked embarrassed.

She playfully hit his arm.

"You're impossible."

He had kissed her forehead.

The only place he had ever kissed her.

And whispered—

"Then I'll wait."

"Even if I have to wait forever."

Now...

standing inside Rajeev's study...

those memories no longer comforted him.

They haunted him.

His chest tightened.

His thoughts became unbearably cruel.

"If she loved Armaan..."

"Then why did she tell me all those things?"

"Was I... just someone she trusted?"

"Or..."

His breathing became uneven.

The thought disgusted him.

He didn't want to believe it.

Yet heartbreak has a vicious habit of poisoning reason.

"Did she make up that story because she never wanted me close?"

"Because someone else already owned that place in her heart?"

He immediately shut his eyes.

"No..."

he whispered to himself.

"Don't think like that."

"Not about her."

But Rajeev's lie had already planted a seed of doubt.

And doubt...

once rooted...

has a frightening way of growing.

Rajeev watched the young man before him.

He expected anger.

Questions.

Accusations.

Instead...

Ayaan simply lowered his head.

His voice was barely audible.

"I hope..."

"...he never gives her a reason to be afraid."

Rajeev looked at him, momentarily speechless.

Even after believing he'd lost her...

Ayaan's first concern was still her safety.

Guilt tightened around Rajeev's chest.

Yet he remained silent.

Ayaan picked up the bouquet.

Walked out of the study.

Every step felt impossibly heavy.

Anaya saw him immediately.

She rushed toward him.

"Ayaan..."

He stopped.

Looked at her.

Those familiar eyes...

that had once looked at her as though she was his entire universe...

now looked at her with heartbreak...

and unanswered questions.

He slowly handed her the white lilies.

His voice remained astonishingly gentle.

"Congratulations."

She shook her head desperately.

"No..."

"Please listen to me..."

But he smiled.

A smile so painfully calm...

that it frightened her more than anger ever could.

He leaned slightly closer.

Just enough for only her to hear.

"Shaadi mein bulana zaroor..."

(Do invite me to the wedding.)

A tear slipped from her eye.

He noticed it.

Instinct screamed at him to wipe it away.

For nine years...

he always had.

Today...

he folded both hands behind his back.

Because he no longer knew...

whether he still had that right.

He stepped back.

Folded his hands respectfully before everyone.

"I wish you both a lifetime of happiness."

Then...

without another word...

Ayaan Malhotra walked out of the mansion carrying nothing except the unbearable weight of memories that, for the first time in nine years...

he no longer knew whether he could trust.

End of Chapter Six

"A lie doesn't merely change the future... it walks into the past and poisons every beautiful memory you once called home.

The most terrifying part of heartbreak isn't losing the person you love.

It's standing alone, asking yourself...

'Was I ever loved at all?'"

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